he let you down. you had standards and expectations, not high ones, just ones that you expected would be met because you would do the same thing too. and if they aren't met, if he cannot satisfy you or please you with the small things in the beginning, then how can he meet what you want in the future?
listen. im open minded and i try to understand everything. i want to know every little details so i can learn and get it too. so let me tell you two stories.

tish - she really liked jay and he made the first few moves, he asked her out, she had sex with him, and he never called her, she would always make the first contact, the first move, the first everything, would buy him everything - drinks, gas, everything! now he alwyas texts her, after how many months, and has recently told her he loves her and he means it. he doesn't cheat on her or nothing. but now she is getting bored and is unsure of how she feel abouts him or what she wants anymore. he is happy but she is not. not fully anyways.

krisishal. wasn't ready for a relationship but sanchez came along. he flew to australia to bring her back here, shipped eveyrthing she owned to hervey bay, bought her everything, a house, everything! she wans't ready but he showed she was. he still supports her and was so in love with her,still is yet treats her like shit. he calls her fat, says shes a selfish bitch, purposly embarrqases her and the lot but she loves him and he loves her too, but he isn't as happy and always questioning why she is with him. is it the money, what is it, blah blah.

my point? you never know. you just dont know whats right or whats wrong or how the story will be. but what i've learnt from listening to these stories?

its about equality. in the beginning, one person tried more than the other. one person either exceeded or didnt reach the expectations of the other. if both people tried equally, beautifully together to please and want to be with the other, wouldnt that be so nice? because in the end, the imbalance will happen until eventually it either goes up or down, it will work or it wont work.
so my theory is, dont listen to whatever anyone else says

honestly, i cannot be happier for you. no one i know is thinking anywhere near the level you are, in terms of love, life, family, happiness, fulfilment etc. its so fucking good to know that someone is thinking about actually doing something worthwhile with they're life. good for you. and i dont doubt you actually will do something great too. i believe in fate. and karma.. things like that.. you only have so much control over your life.. you can work where you like, hang out with whoever, live where you want.. but who you meet and the things that happen to you throughout life is controlled by some greater force (whatever that may be.. god?... or insert your own 'greater power' here).. and i guess thats the beauty of it.. the important stuff (finding love, experiencing life etc) is left up to fate and karma so we dont have to freak out about that shit.. thats not our problem til it happens. so i reckon.. follow your dreams.. and whatever happens along the way is.. life.. live your dreams!

me and kitty were teary in the car home and then i dropped her off and glamourous came on and i was like ohhhh and then i was even more teary when i got to my parents shop haha. but not to worry i shall be seeing your ass soon my love child!! glad you enjoyed the bus ride and don't pretend like you and dread boy running into each other was by accident you were deliberately following him haha. not good to hear about sarah that is quite sad and donny also but sounds like the kids seem to take a liking to you. boy i find that hard to believe nah i suppose you're a good egg. was great having you here my friend anytime. no worries about the food, car etc. your company was worth it haha. i love you man great balls of laughter when with you and like you say guaranteed good time. as for Bobbt haha msged me last night and invited me 4wd today but i had fam lunch up the coast so i couldn't go haha. but yea we'll see what happens and don't worry you will be kept informed counsellor haha. weight loss starting as of april 16th gear up and get ready baby we are going to be the next models haha jokes but seriously. im excited! shall keep you up to date my friend we can do it!!

anyways i been real busy with work and uni aye. haha i also quit ma job aye. last day was last staurday. i usually always go home every single fucking holidays and this easter i cant believe i didnt.lol. i had to do my two lasts weeks notice so yeah thats sucked cock.
im really tryna sort my life out and finish this degree.lol
haha i got pulled up by the cops the other day.lol i was running late for my waxing appointment. i got fined with 180 for going 22 km over limit.... 200 for having no warrant of fitness and 200 for my car having no registration. thats fucking 580 bucks mahn. 2 weeks pay.lol.
so yeah its a sunday afternoon and im here at uni using their computers so that i can type an appeal to the fucking city council telling them my situation and how im a poor uni student and couldnt afford to get my w.o.f. and rego done and hopefully they should let me off.... they did to a mate of mine. i also encluded copies from the receipts since i finally did get it all done now. so yeah im legal now.